Emo CNY

CNY is coming to an end. For the first time in 3 years, i don't need to rush back to china. And somehow, i feel CNY is not like what it was before. I mean, the standard questions are still there, but somehow the atmosphere is just different. Is it that Singapore has changed so much that it feels different now? Or is it just me?

Recently, i have been quite emo about work. FYI i was always very professional. But when i hear the grievances from the ground, i feel that i need to do something. Yet, i know that my hands are tied to a certain extent. I wanna help, but there's a whole bunch of them. Who should i help first? Every other day, i'm trying to think of different strategies to see how we can make things work. But how can i push things through more quickly? Old habits die hard. And as a result, people are all wanting to leave. It's such a pity...

Right, tomorrow is the last day of CNY. Hopefully my emo state will end together with CNY. :)