Fine

The last few days had been a time of fine dining, mostly french and italian. Somehow my craving for warm chocolate cake never ceased to bring me to new places. I'll be going back to bakers' inn soon jus to use their voucher i kept for months n now finally expiring. Oh, i've got a parking fine recently but the slip flew away while i drove along the expressway. Will jus assume that i never got it since i didn't really see it.. Like an ostrich sticking its head into the mud.

The next few days might be a time for drinks (apart from work) cos there're a couple of events upcoming. Think my stomach's not feeling too good, so i won't be drinking too hard. Work has become a dread with many jobs loaded onto me while i'm still unprepared. I leave the office at 8.30pm earliest, else it would be 10+? I feel quite bad for making some of my staff stay back with me when the work's not completed, but there isn't much i can do except to approve their OT.

I'm tired n need a break. I've been thinking abt many things. Too many. The inability to stay focused on one thought is causing me to head nowhere. Conflicting perspectives battle inside me constantly. I need a solo retreat n sort my thoughts before it's too late. I wanna find back the happiness i used to have. I wanna find back the "ME" i used to be. The thought of human chemistry strikes me.. maybe that's wat i'm seeking...