Escape

Something's wrong. And I know it. I used to go to the IT show like 3-4 days out of the 4 days. Now, i only go there 2 times and have no more motivation for it. Is it cos of the repetitive booths? Or my dying interest in IT? I don't really know, and the emo jacky cheung song in the background isn't helping me think logically.

As i try to shape my new life back here, i wonder what drives me. I can't help feeling how small singapore is when i was walking along the streets in the afternoon. I like being alone, yet i need to talk to someone. I have so much in my mind, i need to escape. Escaping... is that my forte? Am i really doing that?

Anyway, i've been thinking if i should just go to milan or LA for the weekend. Just get out of here. N suddenly, the world seems so small again. Where should i go? I should go somewhere new, somewhere i always wanted to go. Club med maldives has been booked for next jan. I know i wanna go jerusalem/israel but something just tells me not to. At least not alone. I scanned google map, i scanned SQ website, n nowhere seems exciting. Why??

After staring at the screen for a while, i've decided. It's going to be either dublin or istanbul. Yes, just for 3-4 days. I'll probably spend more time in the plane than in the place, but i dun really care. I just need to escape.