What am i doing?
I'm so overwhelmed at work that i'm on the urge of just quitting and going back. I don't want to ask why everyone else seems to be having so much lesser work than me. Everyone thinks that i'm so popular in office cos the whole world's looking for me, but i dun like it. Not one bit. It just means a lot of sacrifices for me, like having to go to tianjin for a meeting at 7am tomorrow with the Far East Asia leader. Come on, I'm just going to be sleeptalking at that hour. Face it.
Then my older sis had to ask if i can go back for my niece's competition if she really gets into the finals cos my niece actually mentioned that she hope to see a wishing star to wish that i can fly back and see her. Oh man...
Anyway, frustrations aside, my holiday plans are also getting delayed because of julynn's moving house last weekend. Then i'll have to go hebei this weekend to help out with a catholic youth retreat. Thereafter, i'll be flying to inner mongolia for work, but i'll try my best to squeeze out time to ride horses there during the weekend. Thinking of the holidays just cheer me up, or rather, keep me going. Maybe it's really time to start thinking what i'm doing here...
